Previous to this Sunday I had taken that final step and graduated from university; the freedom that I should have felt was not surfacing… I was worried that this state of in between was going to last longer than it was welcome.
Looking back on it I realise that I wanted to start living but couldn’t help but stay in the past, cling…
This time last year I started a video project called ‘Once Upon A Sunday’ where I filmed and uploaded a video every Sunday. it was a way to reflect on the week and also break-up the weeks of what seemed like an endless veg season.
It was my first series and I had no idea if I was going to stick to it, or for how long. I did the last one 19th Jan 2014, not sure why I think I just felt at the time…
It’s funny now how most of our convos start with ” don’t know if you’re online, but HI “
…and now I wait…..
Sometimes it’s seconds or minutes… hours cause of the time difference.
Then there are days in between and I forget I said Hi
until that little sound on my laptop chimes.
I don’t really mind, that’s what this friendship is like
and i’m content with that….
and i’ve never thought about how it could be better
No, not at all.